"You change your mind, like a girl changes clothes..."

Yeah, I've been listening to that song constantly since I got home. I think it really describes my last relationship. The thing is. . . I'm not upset. I'm not mad. I don't feel anything. People like me without hearts are so lucky, aren't we? He doesn't even know that I'm home. That makes me laugh.

Anyway, I'm home now!! I just saw my best friend today! I've missed her. We went to the zoo. I also finally got to meet her boyfriend that she's had for about a year from Switzerland. I liked him very much. They stayed and had dinner with me and my parents. It was quite nice.

So yeah, I'm just here chilling at home, not really doing much, which is nice. I've needed a rest. Tomorrow my dad is leaving early in the morning to get his car fixed and won't be back until the afternoon. And since my mom works I'm going to be all alone in the house for awhile. My dad said he would lock up, so that I wouldn't have to worry about any weirdos coming into the house while I'm sleeping. But all I can keep thinking is "lock up. . . as in locked in." Hopefully I'll just sleep through him being gone. Though really it's not a problem. I can break into my own house. Breaking out won't be hard either.

I am still working on the next chapter of Hey There Draco. I had other work that I needed to finish before I worked on it but I promise it will be up as soon as possible!

So that's my update. I'm feeling pretty good. I actually have a lot of work I need to finish, but for some reason I'm not stressed or freaking out about any of it. I'm just like, I'll get it done when I get it done. I miss my cat back in NY but she and my roommate have been hanging out since my roommate's cat, Bella, passed away. So I feel good that my Sprite is taking care of Say-Say being sad about Bells. We are all going to miss her. She was a good cat. I'm happy that I was here when she went. I'm removed from the situation otherwise I'd be crying right along with Say. This seems to be the summer of death. Honestly, every other second someone's dying. It just needs to stop being summer already.

Peace,
Ruby13b



"Your hot then your cold, your yes then your no, your in then your out, your up and your down. . ."